timefort's Blog

When smiles evaporate from their faces

and they begin to turn

and one by one they stand in protest for those that have been burned

what will u do?

when resentment is on the rise and all eyes begin to see

that ur true nature is not benign it's all a falsity

who will you hide behind?

One day they will tire of feigning how they truly feel

they will stir the waters, no longer in fear of the lashing they might receive; no longer in fear that they might be cast out,  that only lies will be believed

Where will u run?

tt

a pain so pure I don't know where it begins

an ache that penetrates the depth of my being crushing my heart within

I breath it hurts, I think the same

where can I run to, who can I blame

I've cried so much the ocean waters have risen

I stand alone again

with arms in the air, fists to the sky, mouth wide open, I scream out YYYYY

No one warned me

No one pitied me

No one even trys

I'm stuck with this void

feeding off anger, sorrow and doubt

inside lugubrious still -

tt

I was hanging out at the Colorado enjoying my drink I just got for free when this blonde haired dude from out of nowwhere asked it I knew of S.T.P.  He was tall & lanky, lean & cute but I muttered to myself I'm not in the mood.  He had to of felt my icey blast but he didnt care he began to babble about his past, his wife , his life and everything inbetween and for a moment he began to sing.  I thought 'oh brother here's another loser next to me, now don't want to be cruel, don't want to be mean and good lord almighty I don't want to be seen' and then it hit him I wasn't listening...he said Do you know "who I am yo, do you know who I am" - I said "I don't care who you think you are you're just another crazy inside this bar" he yelled "dontcha know who I am man, dontcha know who I am.  I'm the lead singer of STP all the bitches wanna be with me" I said " I don't care who you claim to be just wanted to drink the drink I got for free & all of sudden you drop your emotional s h i t on me" -  He got up during Vasoline I guess I had been pretty mean but dang it I had problems of my own to attend & just like that our conversation came to an end - 10 mins later I heard that they caught some guy shooting up in the parking lot and they said his name was Scott...later that week on T.V. they showed the face of the dude that was talking to me his name was Scott and he was set free and he was the lead singer for S.T.P.

Why can't we just kiss tonight

Doesn't have to be all the time

I want to feel your lips on mine

just thinking of it makes me feel alive

I don't need to be your girlfriend, all I want is a taste

I'm not asking for 4ever, just one night face on face

So why can't we just kiss tonight & then go back to our usual lives

When I've had my fill of it, we don't havet to do it again

But if you want to I don't mind, all I'm asking is for 1 night

Just one night face on face

kiss you all under and over the place

Just one night lips on mine

if only for whenever or all of the time

Who knows I may get sick of you but for now that's all I want to do!

I feel nothing, feelin' blank

not even my darkest place scares me

I'm closed off to emotions caution taped inside

no light shining thru the shadows of my mind

I can't feel my heartbeat can't hear a voice in my head

life means nothing, it's like I'm dead

sinking deeper in this abyss

never thought I would come to this

take my breath away since I no longer feel

what difference will it make

I can no longer deal

tt

On the eve of some anniversary a baby cried in her nursery not knowing that her life had changed completely

Consumed by the illness of being alone her daddy rolled up a twenty & snorted some blow

mixed in some pills

and ended up on the floor

death came so sweetly

Some claim accident, others suicide 

cynics think he was down for the ride

The masseues and the maid

tried to come to his aid

but the body was cold when they got there

they were shocked to find the body bare

Did he grasp at his chest, did he cry out her name, before death moarned this one with a dark serenade

but for this young sir death took no delite she could hear that baby cry with all of her might

for her daddy who now sleeps an endless night -

tt